this side of the blue

i slept really well last night! warm and heavy and comfy and straight through, 10:30-6. hurrah.

i'm not sure, but i think having a 4-year-old living here is what's making me wake up early the past few days. i woke up at 6 today, 6:30 yesterday. i'm glad, but i tend to get pretty tired by 11, which is so weird for me. but it's way better than staying up until 2am.

i had the weirdest dream last night that mom and i slept at Tammy and Scott's house because we had no hot water at ours, and Tammy and Scott woke me up by singing a duet (like they were professional singers or something). the song they were singing wasn't even a real song, i don't think, but i still have the tune and part of the chorus stuck in my head! actually, i always think stuff like that is cool - that i make up songs and shit in my dreams. real songs with real words and melodies and stuff. well, not really because i don't remember anything else about the song, and maybe it's a ripoff, but still. kind of cool.

shannon's wedding is Sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm all excited to see my Massachusetts people. i never, ever see them, and i got to see them last summer for the 50th, and it's really quite a treat that i'll get to see them again this year. and then two weeks after i get to see James, and then Esther. and we're going to Atlanta, and Orlando, and Jacksonville. the next month should be nice and good and busy.

i bought a strapless bra for the wedding weekend. i hope it doesn't make my tits look like shit.

i started a new class for the Summer semester. Elementary Mathematics, grades k-5. it's all about the learning perspective. i like it so far, though it's a lot of work. i may have to tote my laptop along for the wedding. we'll see.

i keep telling myself i'm going to start another zine, but every time i do so many things come up. i told myself once spring break came i would. then it was once spring semester ended. now it's once shannon's wedding is over, but i know i'll be busy preparing for James' visit. i don't know. i should at least be writing even if i'm not working on the actual physical zine. i have written some stuff, though! but it's all disorganized. i have half-written stories written both on my laptop as well as my work PC. i need to get my shit together.