this side of the blue

hey look, it's the last day of May!

have decided to do my Psych paper on bullying. figure it'll be pretty interesting. man, i hope i can keep my GPA up. now that i've made the President's list--not the Dean's list which was my hope, i surpassed that shit--i want to keep it that way. Daytona State sent me a certificate award thing in the post, and cordially invited me to some dinner party where all the smart people sit around discussing the environment with a bunch of scientists! i'm not actually a science major, nor am i much of an environmentalist, nor do it want to sit around with a bunch of smart kids and try to pretend to be smart, so yeah... definitely not gonna RSVP.

i took a nap earlier which is why i'm still up. i NEVER take naps anymore, and i shouldn't have. but i tend to do that when i'm in a bad mood, especially when i've been crying. sleeping it off helped... somewhat. plus, i've slept horrible the last couple weeks. waking up a lot, staying up til nearly 2 on some nights, getting up at 7. not a good cycle!

i may go see Up tomorrow. or Drag Me to Hell. depends on my mood. obviously they are completely different. might be more in the mood for Drag Me to Hell... seeing Up will be depressing without him, i predict.

watched Sunset Boulevard. i loved it, and found it brilliant. quasi out of ten.