this side of the blue

left American History a little early tonight... i swear i get nothing from the mans lectures. he aint just boring, he's irrelevant. i'm much better off going over the chapter on my own while taking notes. blah. i'm actually sort of looking forward to writing this History paper, though [for once!]. i've decided to do it on hippie communes of the 1960's! yeah! luckily, i found enough references to do it, and if i need more material, well, i'll just bullshit. i'm good at that.

work has been stressful. things aren't going too well. i'm trying my hardest not to think about it though, so that means i don't want to write about it much here. i'll probably feel more comfortable dealing with it after it's over. so yeah!

i feel like i haven't had a decent conversation with my boyfriend in like a decade. between school, vacation, homework, work, stress, and gigs we've been missing each other a lot. so we are due a hot n' heavy date this weekend.

i spent some time last night reading old email conversations between TJ and me, and man did it make me miss him. he was the awesome big brother i never had. i don't know who is more fucked up, him or Laura. i also can't even decide which of the two understood me better, but i think they both did in their own little ways. man, sometimes the past is depressing. at least that time in my life is. i was in transit.

uh.... i can't think of anything else to write. i haven't done anything lately that isn't school and work related, so there you go. i'd bore myself going into grave detail over this shit, so i'm going to have a cookie instead.