this side of the blue

that's it, the next time i take a hiatus i'm going to say so so i don't feel so guilty whenever i think about my poor abandoned blog!

i just looked and the last time i wrote was sometime in January, which makes sense - the past few months have been fucking craaaazy. i got sick three times, i nearly shit myself every day trying to figure out how to get all my school work done, i kicked myself in the shin for taking too many classes, i tried to remain calm while my sister + co went apeshit over Shannon's bridal shower, i i i i i i

but now it's April.

on the upside, 3 of my classes have ended, leaving just Cultural Geography and Biological Science. i'm treading, these are my worst subjects yet. i finished my speech class with a passing grade and never have to worry about it ever again. i bought a flattering bridesmaid dress for Shannon's wedding. i planned a trip to Atlanta for James and i in June. i kept my job. i registered for the summer semester. i was approved for another year of student loans.

on the downside, i haven't done a zine in months and i know i'll feel better if i do. my allergies are causing my immune system to go utter shit. though i'm still on the President's List, my GPA went down. my room needs a makeover. i need to inspire myself and spend less time vegetating. i need to make more of an effort talking to people and hanging out with the few friends i have.

i'm really looking forward to June, so that volcano in Iceland better stop stirring ash so James can fly to me then!