this side of the blue

I FINISHED THE BULLYING PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

course, it took me all damn weekend to do it, and i still have to finish my outline/fill out my Works Cited, but i don't give a damn right now. i still have until Wednesday until i have to turn it in anyway. man, what a RELIEF that is. that's what i get for waiting til the last weekend! i can't believe next week is the last week and i'm done with my Psychology class. i was so anti social this semester. i didn't talk to anyone all term except for this nurse that sits next to me, but she's very shy and studious so whenever we do talk it's to ask each other for notes or something. ah well. people intimidate me. she looks like the kind of girl i'd know in high school who is too smart to hang out with someone like me. that sounds so bad, saying that.

James and i are in desperate need of a date or something. we've barely spent much time together lately, and i miss him a crap load. we watched The Sandlot the other night--he'd never seen it before--i've got a soft spot for it. i think he enjoyed it, too. we've been slacking on our TV show so we need to get back on the ball with that. next on the list is Synecdoche, New York, a James choice. i've never seen it before. but i have to watch Waking Ned Devine before i rent it, because it's still sitting on my DVD player and Netflix only allows me 3 at a time. i'll possibly watch it tomorrow night. maaybe. my parents also rented that Eastwood movie, Gran Torini. i've wanted to see that for awhile now, too. i would have watched it with them tonight but i HAD to finish this paper.

so i guess i'm going to work tomorrow. :( i was going to take it off, but since i finished my paper i don't really need to now. i probably wouldn't have anyway since Mom made me feel all guilty about it. she ALWAYS does that! hypocrite.

but i don't even care. i'm just glad it's done. so so glad. i tried to help Mom a bit with the scrapbook this afternoon but MAN, did i suck. i had to stop because i was getting so frustrated. Mom made me get lost. i've tried doing scrapbooking before and this always happens to me. i have zero talent in the scrapbooking department. not that i particularly care because i really prefer a regular photo album to a scrap book. they always look so cheesy. i think it would be more fun to make a zine. i can imagine if i were to make one, i'd not want to be so damn precise. precision is for amateurs!